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29 Jul 2021 Leave a comment
28 Jul 2021 Leave a comment
in TALES Tags: anger, Cry, HOLIDAYS, loneliness, love story, men's anger, story, storytelling
Today I cried again. Alone. In the shower. I got good at not getting noticed in those moments. Or at least I try. I don't always succeed. The truth is that, by now, I have too much load to be able to "hide". Too many words that were not spoken, too many emotions that we tried to hold back. They are all there: stuck in the throat for several months. I'm on vacation and I should smile at everyone. But as usual he ruins everything. Emotions press hard, like a ping-pong ball into the stomach. The Miss who can make it at any cost, this time has succumbed to a crash. Always at the right time when others need a hand and always at the wrong time when it's your turn. Because Miss doesn't know how to ask for help. They taught her (no, not her parents, but Existence itself) to stand on her legs and arms, because the mental stakes one clings to always disappoint. And he does not know how to ask for help, nor take it, not even when that help comes spontaneously. Perhaps because not all of them are inclined to Listening and even less lead to Listening to You. Few are those who take words out of your mouth and pain out of your heart. There are even fewer who understand you or those who care to understand. No victimhood: everyone has their own difficulties in life and pain often tends to close rather than open. Fears, then, govern the unmanageability of certain situations and you don't know what to do, how to help. Silence. Thus we take refuge in Silence, when Speaking and being Listened to is the only real solution. This is why, in the end, most people go to psychologists: because "no man is an island" and everyone wants to talk. Listening is no longer practiced, not even towards oneself. We hurt ourselves so much with words that don't come out, with emotions that don't vibrate, with gestures that don't happen. Then you anesthetize yourself and think that finally that is the solution in which you no longer feel anything, to discover with horror that the pain remains and the joy fades too quickly. It does not come out. Today I cried in the shower. Alone. I cried to cradle a little girl whose father died just over two months ago; I cried because that creature knows that her father was not a good father, but that he was hers and no one can take this memory out of her head. I cried listening to the Woman with the chaos of feelings in the Soul, the indestructible Goddess who never wants to collapse ... pity that she is in a physical body that, sooner or later, had to yield to so many difficulties. I cried for the youngest daughter, the one who wants to feel fragile because feeling fragile is a sign of humility towards oneself and towards one's own Existence. I held the child, the lady, the youngest daughter .. I cried with them. I burned my chest with sobs and ran out of tears. For today. They will come back. Until I learn to speak. He always destroys everything. Him and his anger. And now he sleeps and I am the woman who dreams when he sleeps.
28 Jul 2021 Leave a comment
in FEELINGS Tags: emotions, FEELINGS, flowers, growing up, mud, purity, White flowers
28 Jul 2021 3 Comments
in TRAVELLING Tags: Austrian, Castle, castles, friuli venezia giulia, HOLIDAYS, miramare, Princess Sissi, Sissi, Travel, TRAVELLING, trieste
Near Trieste, on a rocky spur overlooking the sea, stands the Miramare Castle, once the southern gate of the Austrian Empire. A place of wonders where Princess Sissi stayed during her long travels in Europe. A treasure trove of history and legend that tells the tragic story of its founder, Maximilian of Habsburg.
28 Jul 2021 Leave a comment
in TRAVELLING Tags: Castle, castles, queen Marguerite, savoy, valle d'aosta
The Savoy Castle was built at the behest of Queen Margherita of Savoy, who loved Gressoney so much, to the point of residing there during her summer stays until 1925, initially a guest of Baron Beck Peccoz and from 1904 in his residence. The building is located in the Belvedere area, a name due to the wonderful view that can be enjoyed, which allows you to admire the Monte Rosa valley.
26 Jul 2021 1 Comment
in KNOWLEDGE Tags: archeology, Aztech, majestic, pre columbian, queen, warriors
The Aztecs - the people who inhabited pre-Columbian Mesoamerica - were far more ingenious than you think, especially in some domains, including engineering. The Aztecs - who identified themselves with the name of mexica - arrived in the first half of the 1300s on the shores of Lake Texcoco, coming from the north. They decided to live on a small marshy island located in the middle of the lake, where they founded the great city of Tenochtitlan in 1325. With astonishing skill, the Aztecs transformed the swampy island into a thriving city, which in its heyday had at least 200,000 inhabitants. The Aztecs managed to cultivate the swamp thanks to the chinampa, rectangular floating gardens that they created by shoring the bottom of the lower lake with stakes, and then accumulated mud, lake sediments and decaying vegetation, until the area was filled. Trees - usually willows - were planted on the corners of the chinampa to strengthen their structure. Around the chinampa, the canals that were created were used to ensure optimal irrigation, but also as communication and navigation routes. Typical crops were corn, beans, amaranth, tomatoes and chili, but it also happened that only flowers were planted there.
Quetzalcoatl is a deity of pre-Columbian Mexico, patron of priests, symbol of death and resurrection, usually depicted as a Feathered Serpent, hybrid and mythical animal, which in Meso-American cultures represents the cosmic principle of duality: what crawls and what flies , gathered in the same symbol. The deity of the Feathered Serpent has had a certain importance, both in art and in religion, for almost 2,000 years, from the pre-classical age to the Spanish conquest. Among the civilizations, which practiced the cult of the Feathered Serpent, there are the Olmecs, the Mixtecs, the Toltecs, the Aztecs and the Maya (Kukulkan).
According to legend, the god Quetzalcoatl (Feathered Serpent) with white skin and a long beard of colored feathers, arrived on Earth with a gift for men, stolen from the gods: a cocoa tree. And men learned to grow cocoa. Quetzalcoatl taught men to cultivate this precious plant, to reap its fruits, and to grind its seeds to create a fragrant drink, to be flavored with herbs and spices. Under the advice of the Feathered Serpent god, the rain deity Tlaloc and the fertility goddess Xochiquetzal also helped humans benefit from the fruits of the divine plant.
Human and animal sacrifices were an integral part of the Aztec religion, and the warrior's supreme pride was dying in battle or sacrificing himself as a sacrificial victim, although it was often the prisoners who were sacrificed in secondary rites. For their manuscripts (or codices) in paper or animal skins, of which we have some examples, the Aztecs used pictography. Their complex and accurate calendar was of Mayan origin.
Ometeotl god creator Amimit god of lakes Atl god of water Atlacoya goddess of drought Centeotl god of corn Coyolxauhqui goddess of the moon Huitzilopochtli god of the sun Tonatiuh sun god Mextli god of war Quetzalcoatl god of arts and knowledge Tezcatlipoca god of the night, magic and deception Tlaloc god of rain Tlazolteotl goddess mother earth Xipe Totec god of rebirth after death Xiuhtecuhtli god of fire Xolotl god of lightning Cipactli monster in the form of a crocodile that inhabited the earth before creation Tlahuixcalpantecuhtli was the morning star or Venus Mictlantecuhtli king of the underground world Mictlan.
In a previous life I was an Aztec queen and I had a twin brother who was a warrior, and who I have known in my current life. It is very nice for me to remember that past life but also painful, because at the beginning my twin brother did not believe me and it was bad that he did not remember. But then thanks to dreams he realized that we had really lived in that land and we were brothers and lovers.
26 Jul 2021 Leave a comment
in SOMETHING STRANGE Tags: clown, gift, it, Laughing jack, pennywise, surprise
23 Jul 2021 1 Comment
in FEELINGS Tags: DOOR, FEELINGS, flowers, meditation, Serenity, shorts, zen
Do you ever give people a color? I do and sometimes I am amazed at how some can have all the shades of that color. Thus there is a midnight blue that manages to turn into a crystalline blue of dawn. A powder pink, only apparently insignificant, but always comforting, always the same. An emerald green, an orange that can be dark, a sand color, a gray as smart and brilliant as a cat, but just as soft and to caress (even if it hides it well). Then a fuchsia, an Irish grass green, a sunny yellow that can brighten as much as it burns, an unashamed red and even an olive green. A purple ... which sometimes looks like me so much, even if we are often the exact opposites and we take each other by the hand to give each other a different tone.