I WAS AN ABUSED CHILD AND NOBODY SAVED ME

I was an abused child, from 4 years of age a man molested and sexually abused me. I have been in therapy for 3 years, My psychologist was also a hypnotist but he could not hypnotize me because I risked an inner collapse, because I have no memory of who that man was, my mind has repressed the memory, and certainly he was a family person. And that revelation could have destroyed me. I’m not well, I also had breathing problems due to deformation of my diaphragm, because he was on top of me and crushed me. Nonetheless, I tried to have a normal life, even if no one had understood, from my drawings at school, that there was a monster in my life. I also had terrible nightmares and panic attacks, which are now rarer. Also after the abuse I no longer ate and they thought it was a disease and they gave me vitamins. No one ever understood why I could no longer put anything in my mouth. However, the years have passed and I have problems with anxiety, asthma, heart, physical pain, and many other problems that are the consequence of that abuse. Unfortunately I will never be able to have justice because many relatives have died and I don’t know which of them could have been. Therefore I continue my life in this world which is getting worse and worse.
PLEASE IF YOU HAVE CHILDREN OR GRANDCHILDREN, ALWAYS CHECK THEIR DRAWINGS. IF YOU SEE SOMETHING STRANGE, CONTACT A PSYCHOLOGIST AND LET THEM SEE. YOU COULD SAVE A BABY OR A LITTLE GIRL FROM A PEDOPHILE.

12 Comments (+add yours?)

  1. Ashley
    Nov 13, 2021 @ 14:20:09

    πŸ’–πŸŒΉπŸ’–πŸ™‹β€β™‚οΈ

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  2. saymber
    Nov 13, 2021 @ 16:10:00

    I’m so sorry you went through that.

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  3. manvmusic
    Nov 13, 2021 @ 19:24:24

    How devastating. I’m so sorry to you went through that. Hopefully, your bravery to share will prevent future horror acts to occur. Take care and God bless.

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  4. Krista
    Nov 13, 2021 @ 19:25:23

    πŸ™βš˜πŸ’•

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  5. Liz
    Nov 13, 2021 @ 20:58:07

    As others have said, so sorry you went through that and how horrifying it would have been for you.

    This post will make others aware to look out at childrens drawings and be aware, to stop any abuse going on.

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    • Fairy Queen
      Nov 15, 2021 @ 17:26:13

      I would like all parents not to post photos of their children on social media, not to talk about what they do every day. There are predatory pedophiles out there looking for their own profiles in which people show everything, home, children, habits. They organize and then kidnap the children. I am talking about my abuse because today especially the danger is even greater and it can also be the neighbor, or whoever watches social media, or at sports or dance lessons, etc … parents must always be very careful about what do or say the children, small and even kids. Also check their smartphones often because sometimes children talk to too many strangers.

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  6. jminx94
    Nov 13, 2021 @ 21:03:51

    very saddened to hear this. you deserve better and a brighter future with healing

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    • Fairy Queen
      Nov 15, 2021 @ 17:29:39

      I try to look at the beautiful things every day, the flowers, the trees, the brook, my dogs, the butterflies, the chickens, the sparrows, and even the midges. Everything that hardly anyone notices anymore I love colors, and I look, I am delighted by the wonderful things that exist. I try to fill my life with scents of flowers and I light candles and now I pray because I want all these things to be saved. Because we have to save all the beautiful things in the world.

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      • jminx94
        Nov 16, 2021 @ 22:44:07

        really appreciated how you said this. I’ve thought some of this at times, but not from this perspective. I think this the best thing i’ve read this month.

  7. Hetty Eliot
    Nov 13, 2021 @ 23:46:38

    You’re very right about children’s drawings, also the types of games they play with their toys. I’m sorry to hear you’ve suffered so much, hopefully that man is burning in hell as we speak.

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    • Fairy Queen
      Nov 15, 2021 @ 17:18:06

      Yes, the game with the dolls is very important too. My dolls were always blind and sick. I always simulate sexual intercourse but my mom didn’t understand those games. Even the teachers weren’t so careful and they didn’t see my strange gams with dolls. 😞

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  8. giacomoasinello
    Nov 16, 2021 @ 12:34:38

    I’m so sorry.

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