WAITING FOR SOMETHING

There are those days when you no longer understand anything, what up to a second before gave you happiness, makes you nervous, that thing that gave you suffering, becomes pathetic. In a few moments, everything loses sense and you feel like in a bubble, enclosed with your apathy, while the world around you goes on. Maybe some individual expresses perplexity, almost anger towards you, wondering and wondering, the why of all this … But you can’t answer yourself, let alone them and then you stay inside, waiting for the arrival of something or someone who instead of continuing to soap you, it will be able to burst your barrier and make you feel alive, again. During these two years of imprisonment I have clung to words and promises that very often people make based on the circumstances, the moments of darkness. When this life returns to “normal” these words will have vanished, forgotten, because supported by a general illusion of being able to be better than what we really are. We are human. We need comfort and a foothold in our worst days. As soon as we get better we will behave exactly as we have always behaved. There is a pre-pandemic and a post-pandemic. The present we are experiencing is just a parenthesis that contains everything we would like to be but that our pride and our selfishness will extinguish as soon as possible.

5 Comments (+add yours?)

  1. Isha
    Dec 31, 2021 @ 11:25:32

    Relatable and profound. Thank you for sharing. 🌸

    Reply

  2. Ashley
    Dec 31, 2021 @ 15:34:24

    🤗🌹🙋‍♂️

    Reply

  3. Giannis Pit
    Dec 31, 2021 @ 16:25:23

    Oh, really i love these magic soap balls! Thank you very much for your inspirations. Happy new year.

    Reply

  4. Superduque
    Jan 01, 2022 @ 16:20:22

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