In recent years I have made bad choices, choices that have led me to live a life that is not what I wanted: as children we all imagine how we could be tomorrow, but we will never know for sure if what we want will come true, but we can do everything possible as long as it happens. I didn’t do it, I saw grown-ups and I wanted to be great too, all too fast, all in a supernatural way. I didn’t have to do it, I didn’t have to grow up so fast, I wanted a normal life, to be a girl like any other, yet I ruined everything. If I could go back I would change everything, I didn’t think I could say it, but that’s the way it is. I’d be hypocritical if I said I’d do it all again, no. Usually it doesn’t happen, usually I would do what I did, but not this time. This time I would like to live it, life, this time I would really like to be happy. This time I would choose me, me and me again. But there is no going back, and I can do nothing but tell you to really enjoy life, to the full, it might be worth it and you might not regret it. Don’t be frightened by what might happen, rather, make sure you never have to wonder what might have happened. Just make it all happen.

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  1. seekingdivineperspective
    Jan 12, 2022 @ 12:21:39

    If these words really describe where you are now, spiritually (and why would you have expressed it so eloquently if they don’t?), just know that it’s never too late to come back to your Creator and live the life you were made for. I know it seems impossible, but the prophet Joel quoted the Lord’s saying to the Israelites that if they returned to Him, He would restore what they had lost, and more. Read chapter 2 of Joel in the Bible, the description of the locusts devouring the harvest (His discipline), His plea to return to Him “even now”(vs 12), the description of how He would drive away their enemies, and the promise of abundant blessings – “I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten.”(vs 25) He knows your bad choices – we’ve ALL made them. Don’t believe the lie that it’s too late to have a blessed life. (If you ever want to discuss this more, email me at bascha3870@yahoo.com. – Annie)


    • Fairy Queen
      Jan 17, 2022 @ 14:02:58

      Thank you so much for your advice. I try to pour out my energy to save life in this world. Sometimes it is very hard because I am physically ill and therefore sometimes I get discouraged and I feel fragile. I will go and read this text of the Bible. Thank you with all my heart. 💓💓💓


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