HOLY DAWN IN A TRAIN STATION

Sometimes you realize that time passes and so do people, friends and years. Friends can be compared to a train, the train passes you went on it until your stop arrives and you get off and you are sure that one day you will never get on it again, then there are the trains that you miss those trains that could have made you different life, even just for a day or even for an hour, they get lost like a lighter, a hat, a photo or even like losing sleep, but sooner or later another train passes, you buy another lighter, buy another hat, and take another photo, even if you are aware that it will never be like the one before, people leave lagoons, memories, moments, unanswered questions, emotions.

Sometimes you just want to be hugged and reminded that you're not alone, but you've become so good at hiding your feelings that by now you don't understand what you really feel, hate?, resentment?, happiness?

The human mind is sensational all those various nuances, that way of seeing through things, those various memories stuck together as if they were a puzzle, the various memories you carry inside, broken hearts, emotions never felt, people never faced.

There are moments that grow and together with them you grow too, you learn to be arrogant and without a heart, then they ask you why and why you've reduced yourself to all this, but you know it's useless to try to explain it would be just words thrown away case because I can't find a logical thread either, so you keep smiling and repeat: "everything is fine, don't worry"
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4 Comments (+add yours?)

  1. Amorina Rose
    Nov 29, 2022 @ 10:49:10

    Clever use of the comma as a story teller. The lack of grammar gives the feeling of motion, of travel, of being on that train. Nice work.

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    • Fairy Qu33n
      Nov 29, 2022 @ 10:51:15

      Thank you so much, I’m not a writer, and I’m italian, I must translate every word in English, so it’s more difficult for me and I often make mistakes. I’m glad you appreciate my story.

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  2. Amorina Rose
    Nov 30, 2022 @ 01:16:24

    Hai fatto bene ā¤šŸ˜ Hope I wrote that correctly. My Italian is not so good these days.

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  3. seekingdivineperspective
    Nov 30, 2022 @ 02:45:37

    Sending you a long-distance hug, Amleta. ā¤ You are not alone.

    Reply

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