SEARCHING FOR THE MAGIC PLACE

Events and encounters are not ballast or alleys whose exit is unknown, 
but rather mirrors: small, large, convex, concave, wavy, deforming, splintering, 
obscured ans capable in any case, with their reflection, 
of letting us know an as yet unknown part of ourselves.
Sometimes I wonder what is at the end of this maze of mirrors. 
What will become of me.. Of my self-awareness.
I have a very private private life, hidden, 
like a private life in every shadow of part of a fragment of my private life. 
A real mess, a labyrinth with several floors, perhaps dimensions.
Under a secret, other secrets, under these other little things hidden. 
So deeper and deeper... where there is the truth,
the absolute one, the one even purer than me. 
The one I don't even know I know. 
There, I live. 
I feed on emotions, which, filtered by my tangled life, 
seem increasingly dim and light and are no longer enough for me... 
they are never enough for me.
I created mazes for us
inadvertently
I left traps
scattered around the garden.
I have carved statues
around our bodies
and perhaps I will have a Virgil
and who knows if it will help anything
maybe I'll have a Montegue
that cradles me in the evening
and the next day it flies away.
Where am I going?
I only see "blind spots"
and false leads to follow.
Rough paths
messed up by mistake.
Labyrinths where I get lost,
no way out.
I feel like I'm going in circles. Is it the circle of karma or an unexplored time circle?
I stay here
surrounded by doubts
that plow my way.
Uncertainty upon uncertainty
I get further and further away
by myself.

ROBOTS KILLED SCIENTISTS

CARMEN

How are emotions told? Simply living them. I smell them, instinctively, with that sixth sense that I recognize myself, I find them like nuggets submerged in the deposits of my desires, I live them between thought and imagination as if immersed in a rain of shooting stars, I wait for them to evaporate like drops of dew at dawn on newly opened petals.
I know the journey will never end, that billions of new destinations are waiting to be added to the map of these eager senses.
And that it will be a great sailing, good wind and calm seas for those who set sail, let it be the breath of hope, grace, respect to inflate the sails and exquisite aromas to watch over the journey.
Perfumes as simultaneous translators of emotions. Senses in perpetual alert and new languages ​​to explore. You smell and restart, you center yourself, you relocate, you discover new, higher and more stable balances, to measure your feeling. You go back to travel, to draw boundaries, to capture the good wind. The road is open, long but never fearsome and smells of will, courage, infinite possibilities. To take advantage of this is simply to live.

FIND THE BLUE

Take back life,

Relive fractions of emotions, memories, sometimes bursts of laughter.

Living, here and today.

With a different awareness; 
get up in the morning, 
and teach me how to find colors on a gray foggy day, 
where you can hardly see in the palm of your nose and often grope in uncertainties.
Life gave me and it took me away.

I have found new joys and a thousand anguishes.
I'm still standing, dancing a dance that is not yet known:

It's the dance of living.

Listen to the flowers, the plants, the wind that escapes everything.
Tranquility is out of drama and only we build it.

Dark limbo and buds of joy.
Mutant skies.
Seagulls.
Playing life with your hands.

Let's go.
The veil must be broken to see.

THE BIRD IN THE BOX

There was a season
Of ordinary amazement
Innocent fingers brushed
The sky to count the stars
Dreams blossomed lightly
With golden firefly wings
The world was everything
In a moment
In the protected circle
Of hugs
Life seemed beyond
Beyond doors forbidden to childhood.
Is it the shadow that exists by virtue of the light, or is it the light that exists by virtue of the shadow?
We are made up of chiaroscuro, secret areas, bright accents and dark hiding places.
Nuances.
Cries of children.
Far horizons.
We are a contradiction in terms, of spirit and flesh.
The ethereal evanescence of the soul and the concrete physicality of the body.
We are perfect in our imperfection.
Outstanding bills have to be paid right?
After all, life is like this, it takes everything away from you without warning, 
it's better to face everything like when you have to tear off a plaster on the wound, you count to three. 
And you tear, you know?
In this case you raise your head and let your silences make them feel, there you understand that you are ready to strike. 
Do it but make everything tremble. 

BE KIND

Unconquered conflicts, fears, betrayals and unprocessed mourning can make us morose, bitter and selfish, or arrogant, suspicious and greedy. Sad, angry, and vindictive people lose, together with the light of reason, the light of kindness and, without realizing it, they believe they live in an inhospitable world, where it is necessary to elbow, deceive, manipulate to survive. 
Thus, the inability to be kind it is something we are not used to reflecting on, while it consumes the quality of our life from within and from the depths. Those who are kind know how to be open and respectful, demonstrate tolerance and listening and know the values ​​of reliability and reciprocity. To some, these characteristics may appear unreal, but you only need to meet a kind person once to realize that this is not the case, assuming you have the sensitivity to notice them.
If there's one thing I'm not emotionally prepared for, it's unexpected acts of kindness.
My pharmacy is closed today, I walk a little way to get to the closest one - it's not very convenient, I know it because when I got sick I could only get swabs there - but I remember the kind staff.
When I arrive the doctor is delivering a huge envelope to an old lady in front of me, to do so she leaves the counter and I understand from the circumstances that she hasn't made her pay. The lady is moved and asks her in an excited voice: "but why?" And the other replies "because I love you" and hugs her tightly.
I can't find the words to say more.

Softness isn’t a weakness, a soft heart is strong.. it’s like a muscle that flexes beyond strength into another dimension of beauty. Be soft unapologetically, be soft, cause the world is hard enough.. it doesn’t need anymore harshness. Be kind, be so kind that your heart feels at ease when you walk through the world.. bad things happen. That’s a fact we all know so well, but it doesn’t have to make your heart shrivel.. walk with love in your heart, be love. Be soft, be gentle.. cause if you are hard to the world, the world will be hard on you. It’s better to be soft and take a beating than to be hard and not feel at all.

THE PINEAL GLAND

The pineal gland (or epiphysis) is a small gland located deep in the center of the brain. So named for its characteristic pine cone shape

It is also known to those who practice meditation as the "third eye", the seat of spirituality and balance.
A recently discovered and studied brain structure, it has been the subject of speculation over time.

We now know that this gland secretes melatonin, a hormone derived from the neurotransmitter serotonin important in regulating the body's internal clock.
 The brain is made up of two distinct hemispheres connected by fibers. The pineal gland is located exactly in the center, between the two hemispheres. Its specialized cells are called pinealocytes, they are responsible for the production of melatonin.

The pineal gland is the pivot of the body's internal clock as it regulates circadian rhythms, i.e. sleep/wake rhythms, and conditions the signs of tiredness and poor lucidity.

Melatonin is the hormone responsible for regulating circadian rhythms and its production depends on the amount of light to which the individual is exposed.

Greater quantities of melatonin are released in low light conditions precisely to promote sleep: in cases of altered sleep/wake rhythm or in the case of jet lag syndrome, melatonin-based food supplements can be taken to restore the lost balance.
Scientific research, however, suggests that the link between melatonin and sleep may not be so simple: some studies have shown that the removal of the pineal gland in mice would not affect normal activity levels, when the animal is exposed to the natural light cycle - dark.
The pineal gland can build up calcium deposits, which, if in excess, can prevent it from functioning properly. Since the pineal gland is closely associated with the hypothalamus, pathologies affecting the latter (tumors or hormonal dysfunction) can lead to dysfunction of the pineal gland.

The most obvious symptom? A significant change in circadian rhythms: This could mean sleeping too much or too little, feeling active and restless in the middle of the night, or feeling sleepy during the day.
 Other symptoms of impaired pineal gland function may include seemingly generic manifestations such as headache, nausea, vomiting or tremors, altered sense of orientation.
 Or problems not immediately attributable to the functions of the gland such as alterations of fertility, menstrual cycle or normal ovulation, osteoporosis conditions.
 Even alterations in psychological well-being can find links with the health of the pineal gland, in particular disorders related to the change of seasons.

Recent researches, between the 80s and 90s, show that weak electromagnetic fields (E.M.) like the terrestrial one influence the pineal, and that hydroxyapatite, together with the calcite and magnetite it contains, have piezoelectric properties: that is, they can transform vibrations mechanical and sound into electrical impulses. This quality is applied for example in quartz watches, cell phones, amplifiers, printers, etc.

Now its position near the optic nerves, connected to the retina (see karmanews) and to light is clearer. The role of E.M. fields is fundamental for the functioning of the organism and ultimately of Life itself, therefore the evidence that electromagnetic chaos, from ubiquitous electronic devices up to 5G, can seriously disrupt brain function and the pineal gland, raises planetary questions about the model of current development.
The International Agency for Research on Cancer (IARC) also classifies electromagnetic fields (EMF) as 'probable carcinogens' for humans; they can transform normal cells into cancer cells.

Recent studies and findings published in the Journal of Pineal Research confirm that EM fields harm melatonin production, as the pineal easily recognizes EM fields. as light, which according to academic scientific research leads to consequences on human health.

Spiritual science has always known that we are beings of light, academic scientificity can no longer exempt itself from recognizing this, and as in its deterministic tradition, a true unsolved gnoseological problem, it searches specific places in the body for characters that instead concern the whole.
Brain scans reveal that pineal gland activity increases with meditation, so it can be speculated that the pineal gland may be tuned to certain frequencies, which can lead to a sense of euphoria and a connection to the "oneness of all."

Those who have had spiritual experiences, after bowel cleansing that affects brain and pineal gland activity, or after practicing pineal activation energy exercises, begin to understand that the body can actually be tuned to receive certain of energy frequency, positive but also negative, and what alters the coherence of the human body also disturbs the potential of the human being to give and receive positive energy.

If human awareness is truly coordinated for a large part by the functionality of the pineal gland, and the latter is conditioned in a worrying way by the electromagnetic radiation of the environment, it can be said that the current model of environmental development E.M. chaotic harms our awareness.
Brain scans reveal that pineal gland activity increases with meditation, so it can be speculated that the pineal gland may be tuned to certain frequencies, which can lead to a sense of euphoria and a connection to the "oneness of all."

Those who have had spiritual experiences, after bowel cleansing that affects brain and pineal gland activity, or after practicing pineal activation energy exercises, begin to understand that the body can actually be tuned to receive certain of energy frequency, positive but also negative, and what alters the coherence of the human body also disturbs the potential of the human being to give and receive positive energy.

If human awareness is truly coordinated for a large part by the functionality of the pineal gland, and the latter is conditioned in a worrying way by the electromagnetic radiation of the environment, it can be said that the current model of environmental development E.M. chaotic harms our awareness.
Having a good sleep and meditating, developing one's perceptions and not declaring them as non-rational, seeing in depth one's emotions, constitute pineal activation practices.
The development of the capacity of the inner self is a fundamental step that allows us to welcome Reality for what it is: concrete and impalpable, credible and fake, illusory and solid, that is contradictory, which would be inexplicable for reason.

This is possible because what we define as reality is only one modality representative of one type of space-time, the one we have been trained to believe, among many modalities.
The development of inner capacities, mediated by the pineal, allow us to recognize this multiplicity, to observe its positive attributes and limits, its beauty and falsehood, truth and manipulation.

HOLY DAWN IN A TRAIN STATION

Sometimes you realize that time passes and so do people, friends and years. Friends can be compared to a train, the train passes you went on it until your stop arrives and you get off and you are sure that one day you will never get on it again, then there are the trains that you miss those trains that could have made you different life, even just for a day or even for an hour, they get lost like a lighter, a hat, a photo or even like losing sleep, but sooner or later another train passes, you buy another lighter, buy another hat, and take another photo, even if you are aware that it will never be like the one before, people leave lagoons, memories, moments, unanswered questions, emotions.

Sometimes you just want to be hugged and reminded that you're not alone, but you've become so good at hiding your feelings that by now you don't understand what you really feel, hate?, resentment?, happiness?

The human mind is sensational all those various nuances, that way of seeing through things, those various memories stuck together as if they were a puzzle, the various memories you carry inside, broken hearts, emotions never felt, people never faced.

There are moments that grow and together with them you grow too, you learn to be arrogant and without a heart, then they ask you why and why you've reduced yourself to all this, but you know it's useless to try to explain it would be just words thrown away case because I can't find a logical thread either, so you keep smiling and repeat: "everything is fine, don't worry"

DRACONIS

Black butterflies in the stomach,
blue feelings up and down,
they go somewhere in the purple.
Shades that come from wings that don't fly,
emotions stagnate,
psychological distortions,
mental allusions,
immortal threads.
Do you know that the flames sleep inside the dark ash 
that paints the bodies that dance in the Sufi circle?
Return to Draconian breath, 
remember what can be fragmented without breaking.
Volcanoes are already breaking up the lands,
already the dance of the heart becomes a quantitative science.
I have opened an electromagnetic field, 
you can become a tiny boson to open yourself to dust wings.
A drop of light advances in the hourglass of time,
like a tiny dust fills the horizon, 
I walk and I'm barefoot in the sea, 
together with my black butterflies.
I'm inside your room, I see the thread of dreams that pervades you, 
I'm barefoot and I'm starting to tremble, 
I'm starting to fade into the pixels of your mind.
I feel the heat, the pain, 
the wings growing too big to stand still, 
I abandon all footing, 
I can't get dark again.

BOREDOM

No more repeating commitments. No more performance anxiety. We learn to get bored and enjoy the benefits of boredom. With some caveats
Boredom scares us. We perceive it as an inner malaise, a condition of discomfort, with which we find it difficult to live. Life becomes dark, in the dim light of a sense of emptiness and abandonment, and we end up in the vortex of anxiety, a compulsion to move, to do something. A real waste of energy and emotion. Boredom breaks through in the field of depression, and sometimes it represents only a daily mask, difficult to remove.
In literature, great writers (I mention one for all: Alberto Moravia) have recounted the man devoured by boredom, and I happened to meet accomplished, rich people with a good career in progress, however afflicted by the boredom virus. They are really difficult to date, they have no peace. They transmit anxiety, they always have the frenzy to change places and company. They do not enjoy the pleasure of any stable moment of the day. They can't draw a breath without turning it into a gasp of stress.
Long live boredom. Long live the rediscovery of something that we have lost in the era of haste, of performance anxiety, of wanting to do everything immediately, and of the times of super speed imposed by the technological domain. Long live boredom which relaxes, allows us to detach, helps us distance ourselves from anxiety and stress and accompanies us to a more sober and more serene lifestyle. A positive boredom, constructive and not demeaning and pessimistic. Long live boredom, for adults and children. For grandparents who experience the fatigue of aging and for children who are in a frenzy of growth. Many believe that inactivity is bad and can trigger the vicious cycle of laziness. In reality, idleness stimulates creativity. It reduces stress and tension and helps us cultivate new ideas. Does this mean we have to become idle? Absolutely not, rather let's re-evaluate the value and sense of boredom. Boredom obsesses us, it scares us, and we always feel it lurking. Sometimes we try to avoid it even by taking refuge in the virtual world, but in this case the remedy can be worse than the disease, because boredom is associated with a sense of loneliness. And we are even frightened by the risk that our children might get bored: a useless and wrong fear.

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