I MARVEL

I still marvel at how much superficiality, wickedness and selfishness some people are capable of..

Wake up, by god! that the world doesn't revolve around you, only you don't exist, you don't have the fucking problems, only you! stop belittling anyone with those fucking phrases like "eh, so what should I say / do?!".

You're just a selfish, spoiled, rude person who claims to justify their shitty behavior with the usual excuse of a difficult experience. but go fuck yourself.

How much wickedness you have in your body, mamma mia.

You have to get them out, let them go.

Family, friends, exes, relatives, partners, colleagues, near and far, anyone. To break free. To come back to life.

To respect each other.

It takes balance to stand still, not to fall apart.
Let's join hands and take us where reality doesn't touch us.
Where being sick is useless, the only requisite necessary for living is lightness, light-heartedness.

Far from the problems that grip the mind, free from the weight of life that crushes us to the ground and prevents us from breathing clean air deeply.
Let's take the happy soul and go back to living. let's go back to dreaming, that I don't know how to do it anymore.

THE PINEAL GLAND

The pineal gland (or epiphysis) is a small gland located deep in the center of the brain. So named for its characteristic pine cone shape

It is also known to those who practice meditation as the "third eye", the seat of spirituality and balance.
A recently discovered and studied brain structure, it has been the subject of speculation over time.

We now know that this gland secretes melatonin, a hormone derived from the neurotransmitter serotonin important in regulating the body's internal clock.
 The brain is made up of two distinct hemispheres connected by fibers. The pineal gland is located exactly in the center, between the two hemispheres. Its specialized cells are called pinealocytes, they are responsible for the production of melatonin.

The pineal gland is the pivot of the body's internal clock as it regulates circadian rhythms, i.e. sleep/wake rhythms, and conditions the signs of tiredness and poor lucidity.

Melatonin is the hormone responsible for regulating circadian rhythms and its production depends on the amount of light to which the individual is exposed.

Greater quantities of melatonin are released in low light conditions precisely to promote sleep: in cases of altered sleep/wake rhythm or in the case of jet lag syndrome, melatonin-based food supplements can be taken to restore the lost balance.
Scientific research, however, suggests that the link between melatonin and sleep may not be so simple: some studies have shown that the removal of the pineal gland in mice would not affect normal activity levels, when the animal is exposed to the natural light cycle - dark.
The pineal gland can build up calcium deposits, which, if in excess, can prevent it from functioning properly. Since the pineal gland is closely associated with the hypothalamus, pathologies affecting the latter (tumors or hormonal dysfunction) can lead to dysfunction of the pineal gland.

The most obvious symptom? A significant change in circadian rhythms: This could mean sleeping too much or too little, feeling active and restless in the middle of the night, or feeling sleepy during the day.
 Other symptoms of impaired pineal gland function may include seemingly generic manifestations such as headache, nausea, vomiting or tremors, altered sense of orientation.
 Or problems not immediately attributable to the functions of the gland such as alterations of fertility, menstrual cycle or normal ovulation, osteoporosis conditions.
 Even alterations in psychological well-being can find links with the health of the pineal gland, in particular disorders related to the change of seasons.

Recent researches, between the 80s and 90s, show that weak electromagnetic fields (E.M.) like the terrestrial one influence the pineal, and that hydroxyapatite, together with the calcite and magnetite it contains, have piezoelectric properties: that is, they can transform vibrations mechanical and sound into electrical impulses. This quality is applied for example in quartz watches, cell phones, amplifiers, printers, etc.

Now its position near the optic nerves, connected to the retina (see karmanews) and to light is clearer. The role of E.M. fields is fundamental for the functioning of the organism and ultimately of Life itself, therefore the evidence that electromagnetic chaos, from ubiquitous electronic devices up to 5G, can seriously disrupt brain function and the pineal gland, raises planetary questions about the model of current development.
The International Agency for Research on Cancer (IARC) also classifies electromagnetic fields (EMF) as 'probable carcinogens' for humans; they can transform normal cells into cancer cells.

Recent studies and findings published in the Journal of Pineal Research confirm that EM fields harm melatonin production, as the pineal easily recognizes EM fields. as light, which according to academic scientific research leads to consequences on human health.

Spiritual science has always known that we are beings of light, academic scientificity can no longer exempt itself from recognizing this, and as in its deterministic tradition, a true unsolved gnoseological problem, it searches specific places in the body for characters that instead concern the whole.
Brain scans reveal that pineal gland activity increases with meditation, so it can be speculated that the pineal gland may be tuned to certain frequencies, which can lead to a sense of euphoria and a connection to the "oneness of all."

Those who have had spiritual experiences, after bowel cleansing that affects brain and pineal gland activity, or after practicing pineal activation energy exercises, begin to understand that the body can actually be tuned to receive certain of energy frequency, positive but also negative, and what alters the coherence of the human body also disturbs the potential of the human being to give and receive positive energy.

If human awareness is truly coordinated for a large part by the functionality of the pineal gland, and the latter is conditioned in a worrying way by the electromagnetic radiation of the environment, it can be said that the current model of environmental development E.M. chaotic harms our awareness.
Brain scans reveal that pineal gland activity increases with meditation, so it can be speculated that the pineal gland may be tuned to certain frequencies, which can lead to a sense of euphoria and a connection to the "oneness of all."

Those who have had spiritual experiences, after bowel cleansing that affects brain and pineal gland activity, or after practicing pineal activation energy exercises, begin to understand that the body can actually be tuned to receive certain of energy frequency, positive but also negative, and what alters the coherence of the human body also disturbs the potential of the human being to give and receive positive energy.

If human awareness is truly coordinated for a large part by the functionality of the pineal gland, and the latter is conditioned in a worrying way by the electromagnetic radiation of the environment, it can be said that the current model of environmental development E.M. chaotic harms our awareness.
Having a good sleep and meditating, developing one's perceptions and not declaring them as non-rational, seeing in depth one's emotions, constitute pineal activation practices.
The development of the capacity of the inner self is a fundamental step that allows us to welcome Reality for what it is: concrete and impalpable, credible and fake, illusory and solid, that is contradictory, which would be inexplicable for reason.

This is possible because what we define as reality is only one modality representative of one type of space-time, the one we have been trained to believe, among many modalities.
The development of inner capacities, mediated by the pineal, allow us to recognize this multiplicity, to observe its positive attributes and limits, its beauty and falsehood, truth and manipulation.

THERE ARE DAYS

There are days when everything seems more complicated, your own breath is. These are the days when that anxiety appears that does not go out even if you immerse yourself in the actions you love the most.
It is the anxiety of those who, knowing full well that they are always in the balance, accentuate their feeling of suspension and helplessness.
So, I try to devote myself to studying, reading, writing and, perhaps, only in the latter do I find the space for revelation and relaxation.
When, then, there are situations that accumulate, such as the rudeness of those who look at you, or rather, do not look at you, my heart is filled with sadness and I cannot help but consider how much foolishness there is in those who abandon themselves to denial and to indifference a person who suffers.
To the question of convention but without feeling "How are you?", I always answer "Good!", But how do you want me to be?
Rather, it makes me wonder how certain people are with themselves, how they can manage to be in front of me without ever looking at me, talk to me without looking at me, how they can be so banal.
It is very difficult for me to live off this indelicacy and I don't understand it. I do not understand who is good for, certainly not for me, but not even for those who express themselves in this way and who do not even learn a lesson for themselves from the pain of the other.

LUX IN ARCANA

Arcane structure of the cosmos
Immense evolutions of species
And I, with my vague impression
of the indeterminate,
of anxieties, thoughts,
of the perplexities made visions,
I collect my data
of the soul, the secrets,
of my hidden and unacknowledged dreams.
And I look for fixities made of stones. 
I look for balance and poor food.
Oh light that the universe sets
dissolve my anxieties to certainties. 
Free expression. 
of this conscience of mine.
I would like to shout to the cosmos
with my broken voice
when I am sand in the desert
my mother's name
and stand by her.
I only ask this and I am happy.

EROS AND THANATOS

Roses are red, blood is red, love is red. Happiness is clothed in thorns, it can be reached, embraced, with the crucifixion clause. The harder you push, the harder it sticks to you, and the blood gushes. Happiness is an elite created by those who self-destruct to give it to others. A cosmic equilibrium is destroyed in order to create, one loves in order to die, to the point of dying. Eros and Thanatos go hand in hand. There are still entities that prefer to harm themselves rather than those they love. They can be considered weak, but others do not know how much strength it takes not to open the Pandora’s box that is hidden behind a pair of eyes, they do not know how much awareness exudes from the skin. What awareness? The awareness of the power used to protect, which if released would cause a massacre with no survivors. An awareness that bleeds inside, behind a smile, without anyone noticing, or at least almost anyone. The blood gushes, and nobody pays any attention to it. And that’s right, for balance. For the world. There is a part of me that you don’t know, and it’s not my fragility, it’s that part that at some point reminds me of what I’ve been through, that makes me recognize your lies, that tells me when it’s time to move on , who does not stop saying that the first place will never be yours, because it is already occupied by me. You wouldn’t even understand it by trying on this part that you don’t see, so you will continue to call it insanity.

FULL OF LIGHT

Time passes and leaves traces of stifled thoughts in the mind
Dancing of luminous moths as if they were air and dust. 
Where there is no rule to tell lies about people in balance. 
Nothing that can hurt to take refuge to protect ourselves from us. 
Because life goes like a crazy pinwheel. 
In going back and starting again in extreme need. 
Incoherence and nostalgia for acts left unfinished and empty. 
You were left to search in the mud for the habits of conscience. 

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