ADORABLE

You counted a hundred thousand steps to get nowhere, you thought numbers were important, but the only thing that matters is not knowing where you are going. Sometimes you want to feel part of something, part of someone, other times you like being alone, feeling too much, on the other hand the world is a giant shoe but with the wrong size. You may turn around just to feel the taste of nausea, until you throw up the bundle of reality and admit that you are a dreamer and can’t sit still. They say that beautiful things do not last long, and how to blame them? if a rainbow lasted more than a quarter of an hour who the fuck would look at it anymore ?. You think it’s convenient to delude yourself, and think that things will never change, but every season the skin peels off and the only thing you can do is keep crawling. We hate being habitual, because habits start slowly and long before you realize you have a habit, it is the habit that has you.

HARMONIOUS

In recent years I have made bad choices, choices that have led me to live a life that is not what I wanted: as children we all imagine how we could be tomorrow, but we will never know for sure if what we want will come true, but we can do everything possible as long as it happens. I didn’t do it, I saw grown-ups and I wanted to be great too, all too fast, all in a supernatural way. I didn’t have to do it, I didn’t have to grow up so fast, I wanted a normal life, to be a girl like any other, yet I ruined everything. If I could go back I would change everything, I didn’t think I could say it, but that’s the way it is. I’d be hypocritical if I said I’d do it all again, no. Usually it doesn’t happen, usually I would do what I did, but not this time. This time I would like to live it, life, this time I would really like to be happy. This time I would choose me, me and me again. But there is no going back, and I can do nothing but tell you to really enjoy life, to the full, it might be worth it and you might not regret it. Don’t be frightened by what might happen, rather, make sure you never have to wonder what might have happened. Just make it all happen.

THE CHOICE

The choice is mine. I choose to live by choice, and not by chance. I choose to make changes instead of making excuses. I choose to be motivated, not manipulated. I choose to be useful, not used. I choose self-esteem, not self-pity. I choose to excel, not compete. I choose to listen to the inner voice, not the informal opinion of the people.

How many times a day do we think about ourselves?

How many times a day do we think about our state of mind?

How many times a day do we make sure we are happy?

How many times a day do we ask ourselves if we are really okay, if we really feel good the way we live?

How many times?
One?
Two?
Or maybe we don't even once dwell on ourselves and the emotions we feel?

Perhaps the only moments in which we dwell on ourselves cannot even be defined as such.

Because they are more fleeting thoughts than anything else.

These are thoughts that go in a hurry. Thoughts too fast to be known and understood.

So why don't we stop them?
Why do we let them run away?

Even when the heart is tired it must continue to beat; even if he would like to stop to catch his breath, he cannot. "

This is how our thoughts feel.

As if it were forbidden to stop, even for just a second.

As if they are wasting all their strength on something that others don't find interesting.

As if they were useless and not valuable.
Yet, we choose who to listen to, among all those thoughts.

We are the ones who judge and divide negative thoughts from positive ones.

And it is important to remember that EVERY type of THOUGHT is of EXTREME IMPORTANCE!

Precisely for this reason, we must accept them and not label them or divide them into groups.

We must listen to them all, and give meaning to the sensations they transmit to us.

It is important to give a fair welcome to our thoughts, in order to create a healthy and pleasant relationship with ourselves.

It is important to give a fair welcome to our thoughts, in order to create a healthy and pleasant relationship with ourselves.


Why is it important not to neglect one's thoughts?
Thoughts have the power to shape and determine the reality and life of each of us.

If we complain, we are paradoxically attracting the negative into our life, while if we think intensely about our desires, we will give off positive vibrations.

This is because it is as if we are manipulating ourselves.

For example :

If we stare at a photograph of ourselves for too long, we will end up finding - creating - flaws and we will begin to feel distressed, sad.

While we perform an action, our brain never stops thinking. Keep letting yourself feel the positive and negative side of that thing through your previous thoughts.

If we think we have a bad nose, when we start staring at the photograph we will think it is beautiful but if we stay staring at it, we will immediately begin to perceive our nose as a defect!

We may begin to perceive life as a gift through positive thoughts.

We may start to feel good through positive thoughts!

Warning: When I say "through positive thoughts", I mean starting to appreciate even the smallest things that the world, and the people who are part of it, give us every day!
Because, as important as it is to accept life and yourself, it is also important to be realistic!
By starting to perceive things in a more positive context, we will be happier. But it won't help us to avoid the dangers and negative sides of the world !!

SOFISTICATION SATISFACTION

Style: “Let us ask ourselves if the problem is not not having something, but rather another type of lack in our heart. We do not make the mistake of always waiting for a different moment than the one we are given. We are always projected into a future that we do not have, rather than living in the present that we have.”

We are all waiting for something. A date, a vacation, a movie release, a trip, a concert, a good grade, a satisfaction, love, a kiss, a hug, happiness. We spend our whole life waiting and we don’t even realize it.

You have to get carried away, because things happen. We are made to follow, not to decide. To follow your instincts. When you feel that something is about to happen, don’t stop and think, go for it. Events can ruin your life, sure, and rash decisions too, but you’ll always have a chance to change, and to think, “Fuck, maybe I shouldn’t have done that. But it is only thanks to this that I am now the person I am. ” Always take the opportunity to improve yourself, to change, to live this life to the full and to get to the end with satisfaction, because it is a journey that is done only once, and situations never recur twice the same.

I do not expect anything from anyone not because it is pessimistic or negative, but simply because I believe that receiving something you do not expect is always more satisfying than what you already know. A bit like when you discard an unexpected gift without knowing what it is, but happy that it exists.