2020 was a year of change, transition, from an old me to a new version of it. The doubts that assailed me earlier this year have vanished and turned into certainties that I did not have before, new certainties were born and all the shyness, all the no's that I would have said before I let them become yes and new moves in the eyes of others, leaving that they turned into earlier journeys during which I met aspects of myself that I did not think I could see, a side of my character that I did not believe could be revealed in front of others. I made new experiences without thinking too much and letting go of my strong critical spirit and rationality. I let all this happen without ifs and buts and without projects. In the end, these are the best experiences. I learned to live with my anxieties, my fears and my sadness, making it a resource, especially the latter. I left room for forgiveness, stopping to admonish myself for every move that brought me closer to those who had made me suffer. In 2022 I hope to be able to improve further, because in life you never stop learning but above all I hope to be able to change again and to grow for the better, undertaking new journeys and new adventures, even falling, because obstacles can also not be jumped, yes it can fall but what matters is not even getting up but how you get up.

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